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How the Flower-Hatted Otters Collage Came to Be

IMG_8185In March 2011, my friend Ellen Jaffe and I facilitated an art workshop called “Collage Your Animal Spirit Guide” at Fermata’s Music Therapy Centre in Hamilton. Using the animal oracle deck pictured above, each of the participants selected a card without looking at the illustrated side. Then we took turns reading the teachings of the animals whose cards we’d chosen.

Illustration by Bill Worthington
Illustration by Bill Worthington

My animal guide for the day was the otter. According to Carr-Gomm’s explanatory booklet, otter “invites us to play, to ‘go with the flow’ of life and experience — to become a child again” (32).

Flower-Hatted Otters, Catherine Raine 2011
Flower-Hatted Otters, Catherine Raine 2011

Trying to capture the idea of flow and movement, I found some swirling fish and active grasses. For playfulness, I gave the otters and their fish friend some red flower hats.

Flower Hatted Otters, Catherine Raine 2011
Flower Hatted Otters, Catherine Raine 2011

And that’s the story of how the Flower-Hatted Otters came to be!

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General TPL Talks and Programs

Flourishing Knitting Circle at Kennedy/Eglinton

I dropped into my home branch, Kennedy/Eglinton, this evening to pick up a book on hold (Barney’s Version by Mordecai Richler). As I passed the open door of the program room, a jolly sight met my eyes. Members of the Tuesday evening knitting circle were closely gathered around several tables. Deeply engaged in conversation and textile production, this multigenerational and multicultural group of knitters numbered about twelve.

The sign outside the door listed the meeting time as 6-8 pm and informed participants that they needed to bring their own yarn and needles. Refreshments would be provided on the house.

Thank you for brightening my evening, Kennedy/Eglinton knitters! Your presence infused the entire building with warm community spirit!

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Artwork General

Henrietta the Via Rail Clump

Henrietta joined me on the train to Quebec after taking shape from a sock, part of a tie, a headband and a frayed shoelace. She enjoys rail travel.

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Blanket Dam Collage and Bookmark

“Blanket Dam” by Catherine Raine, 2011

By nature, collage-making leaves a lot of paper scraps. While looking at the scraps and a long section of cardboard cut from “Blanket Dam” I thought, “Why not make a bookmark?”

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Stencil Experiments with Encaustic

“Candy Jungle” by Catherine Raine, 2011

“Garden for Grandma Raine” by Catherine Raine, 2011

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Artwork General

New Version of “Mary’s Lost and Found” Collage

When I first posted a picture of “Mary’s Lost and Found,” I thought the piece was finished. However, the more I looked at it, something didn’t seem quite right. I was bothered by the heaviness of the fuzzy paper at the top, so I trimmed and shaped the top of the piece.

“Mary’s Lost and Found” by Catherine Raine, 2011

For comparative purposes, here’s the earlier version:“Mary’s Lost and Found” by Catherine Raine, 2011

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General TPL Talks and Programs

“Duppies, Jumbies, and Old Time Tales” at Weston Library

Due to a series of transit mishaps, I arrived late for this Black History Month event at Weston Library. When I came into the program room, three adults and five children were watching an animated film called Mind Me Good Now! (2005) in attentive silence. I was soon absorbed in the story, which is based on a book by Caribbean writer Lynette Comissiong.

Even though Dalby and Tina’s mother warn them never to cross a certain footbridge that leads to a jungle path, Dalby disobeys and his older sister follows him. At the end of the path, he discovers an isolated hill with a tree on top that is also a house. Before Tina can stop him, he’s standing at the door of an evil tree-house.

A tall stranger in a long purple gown beckons the children inside, promising them food. She tells them she is Mama Zee yet neglects to inform them that she is actually a cacoya (witch). However, her home decor provides some clues to her true profession: large bones serve as curtain rods and a skull rests on a shelf. Magic vines have tangled themselves around the door handles to prevent escape, and Tina soon realizes that she and her little brother are in the wicked clutches of a cacoya.

Mama Zee serves them bowls of green soup, and Dalby becomes sleepier and sleepier. Mama Zee begins a terrifying chant about the best way to cook little boys, but Tina interrupts her with a request, knowing that cacoyas are required to do anything a little girl asks. She says, “At home, me mommy always shells peas before I go to bed.” So Mama Zee obliges and shells a bowl of peas, assuming she can resume her evil cooking preparations after the task is done..

When the witch starts to reach for the sleeping Dalby, Tina quickly shakes her hair out of its braids and says that her mom always plaits her hair before bed. Mama Zee is more grudging this time, but she complies with the plaiting request. Then she turns her attention once more to Dalby, only to have Tina employ another delay tactic. She sends the cacoya out to fetch water with a non-watertight bucket. Mama Zee departs with obvious ill-grace and has a very frustrating time trying to collect water. When it spills all over her gown, she has a tantrum.

Mama Zee realizes she has bigger problems than a faulty bucket when she sees that it’s almost dawn. Too late. The sun comes out and she dissolves into a mere puff of ashes. The vine-locks on the door also disintegrate and Tina and Dalby are free. The film ends as they are reunited with their worried mother, who has come to fetch them.

After Mind Me Good Now! ended, gifted storyteller and Children’s Services Specialist Laurel Taylor-Adams read from La Diablesse and the Baby by Richardo Keens-Douglas. In this story, a wise grandmother foils a diabolical visitor’s baby-stealing plans on a stormy night.

The glamorous stranger is dressed in a long blue gown which covers her feet. After gaining entrance to the grandmother’s house by appealing to her sympathy, the diablesse asks her reluctant hostess three times to hold the crying baby, but the child’s grandmother politely refuses. The stranger eventually goes away but leaves some evidence of her visit. In front of the house, the morning light reveals one muddy red human footprint and one muddy red hoof print!

Before she started reading, Ms. Taylor-Adams graciously invited me to move forward so I could see the pictures. From the front row, I was better able to admire her dramatic storytelling style. I liked how she made whooshing sounds to imitate the wind and the rain, and she also sang the lullaby that the grandmother sang for her grandson. These details took us deeper into the world of the story. Later, Ms. Taylor-Adams told me that she’d been a children’s librarian for 30 years, experience which shone in the masterful ease with which she simultaneously read the text, showed the pictures, and made eye contact with the audience.

The last story of the evening was a personal one about the facilitator’s great uncle Bob. His boat, The Spanish Rose, mysteriously disappeared in a fog bank for two weeks in the Bermuda Triangle. The biggest mystery of all was that the six boatmen thought they’d only been in the fog bank for one day!

Even though I missed the first half of the program, I thoroughly enjoyed “Duppies, Jumbies, and Old Time Tales.” Don’t let Black History Month dissolve like Mama Zee before you take advantage of the many programs on offer at the Toronto Public Library!

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“Mary’s Lost and Found” Collage

The other evening I was marking a pile of 21 quizzes about sentence structure, and I reached a point where I had to run upstairs and make a collage! I couldn’t face another quiz.

The icon figures come from a brochure about the Black Madonna. Other materials include handmade paper and wax. I was especially taken with the way the purple wax became blue-purple when it came into contact with the blue paper. Magic!

“Mary’s Lost and Found” by Catherine Raine, 2011

It was fun making “Mary’s Lost and Found,” and afterwards my brain felt refreshed enough to grade more quizzes.

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Patchwork Pillow on Canvas

Although I’m not the world’s best seamstress, I enjoyed sewing and gluing this textile piece.

Patchwork Pillow by Catherine Raine, 2011

Materials used for the pillow included: small canvas, fabric, felt, fabric glue, needle, and thread.

Patchwork Pillow by Catherine Raine, 2011

Patchwork Pillow by Catherine Raine, 2011

When my mom came for a visit in 2012, there was a lot of artwork show and tell. (I’ve never outgrown it). When I showed her the pillow piece, she said, “This could be a vertical pillow. If you feel tired, you lean your head against the pillow on the wall. It could be called a ‘sinking spot’ and it picks you up like a brief nap.”

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Invitation Collage

“Invitation” by Catherine Raine, 2009

In an earlier incarnation, this collage was a folded cardboard envelope that contained an Oxfam gift. My plan was to fold it together as previously, but once the glue and fuzzy paper came on the scene, the envelope wouldn’t bend easily. Perhaps “Invitation” was destined to be stretched out like a diver poised for a refreshing plunge.

“Invitation” by Catherine Raine, 2009

“Invitation” by Catherine Raine, 2009

“Invitation” by Catherine Raine, 2009

“Invitation” by Catherine Raine, 2009

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General Toronto Public Library Pilgrimage of 100 Branches

Back to Blogging!

I’m looking forward to a return to blogging now that the holiday rush is over! I’m planning to visit Port Union and Guildwood branches soon. And Bridlewood’s new location should be available for visiting in a few weeks. Yay!

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Nightmare Tracks by Catherine

“Nightmare Tracks” by Catherine Raine, 2010

I wasn’t sure what I was doing with this piece. I had no plan, just a ladle and a desire to dollop wax on the substrate. Later, I added smaller blobs with a brush and applied fake-jewel stickers.

“Nightmare Tracks” by Catherine Raine, 2010

“Nightmare Tracks” by Catherine Raine, 2010

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Inner Map (Non-Political) by Catherine

Inner Map (Non-Political) by Catherine Raine, 2010

Sushi Wax Cake” keeps on giving! This current piece, “Inner Map (Non-Political),” was inspired by the huge pile of shavings from the wax cake. I simply arranged the shavings on the support and melted them down again. Much was the scraping, scratching, ironing, re-shaping, and heat-gunning. I also did a little brush work here and there.

Inner Map (Non-Political) by Catherine Raine 2010

Inner Map (Non-Political) by Catherine Raine, 2010

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Poems and Prose Poems

Invisible Twin: Poem for CCVT Students (2007)

After more than six years of service, I recently resigned from an organization that helps survivors of torture and war. It was a tough decision, and I’m going to miss my students a lot.

I’d like to dedicate the following poem to them. I wrote it in 2007, and it was published in the Winter 2009 edition of First Light Journal: Canadian Centre for Victims of Torture.

Recorded by Sean McDermott at Offaly Road Studio, 2022. Read by the author.


Trauma lives in your skin

an invisible twin,

a script of scars that freeze

silent horror scenes on replay

The demons that stalk you evade photographs

and only you can say where they keep the keys to your cell.

But an attentive friend can apprehend,

around the corners of conversations,

pale threads of the shroud that veils your suffering.

Your shadow reveals his choices

when you sit where you can check who enters the room,

when the words loss, lost, have lost

and death, dead, have died

pitch you into a private hell.

A tragedy we read in The Toronto Star

sets the ghosts to whispering “Remember, remember!”

what you want with all your strength to forget.

Quick to take offense,

your pain flashes out in bitter responses

that the sensible call extreme

but the sensitive know

arise from the depths of your rage

at the cruelty of dogmatists, thugs, criminals in uniform.

Trauma haunts you but also gives courage a voice,

exhaling stories that pull you to the surface,

intact and shining with resilience.

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Artwork General

Encaustic River Beast

Let me introduce you to “River Beast.” This painting was my first attempt at encaustic art, and recently I tried to improve it. The central blue beast has many layers, including bits of textured paper covered by melted wax shavings from “Sushi Wax Cake.”

“River Beast” by Catherine Raine, 2010

“River Beast” by Catherine Raine, 2010

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Tropical Mermaid

My encaustic class has finished, so I’ve been spending some time doctoring up the seven pieces I started there. Here’s the latest one, “Tropical Mermaid.”

Tropical Mermaid” by Catherine Raine, 2010

For the outline of the wax mermaid, I placed a magazine picture of a reclining model on the beeswax-coated wooden base. Then I traced the photo in black wax and pulled the paper away. I filled in the mermaid with green, red, and brown.

“Tropical Mermaid” by Catherine Raine, 2010

For the sun’s rays, I used curls of wax that I’d shaved from another piece, “Sushi Wax Cake.” The flower petals and the base of the mermaid’s crown also originated from former shavings. Finally, I rolled up more yet shavings into little blobs to make the wavy shapes and the nodules on the crown.

“Tropical Mermaid” by Catherine Raine, 2010

“Tropical Mermaid” by Catherine Raine, 2010

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Horror at Main Street Library

I was sitting in my armchair putting stickers on a parcel when my husband told me about the cross-bow attack at Main Street Library. Shocked and sickened, I had difficulty comprehending that such violence could happen in a place of learning, desecrating its peace.

When I visited Main Street branch for my library blog project three months ago, I took pictures of a quilt, an attic window, and a lobby lined with strollers. Now, cognitive dissonance confounds my mind, for even though innocent images like these cannot possibly co-exist with the site of a murder, I am also aware that terrible events do occur in sites that should be safe. The traumatic story behind the patricide is devastating, and I am sad for the witnesses who saw what nobody should ever have to see.

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Poured Wax Cake

“Sushi Wax Cake” by Catherine Raine, 2010

Would you like to eat this cake? Tempting, but not recommended!

“Sushi Wax Cake” by Catherine Raine, 2010

To make the poured wax piece, I constructed four walls for the border (using strips of wax), made some barriers in different shapes in the middle, and then poured in mixtures of paint and wax. Later I ironed the surface and scraped some layers off the top. (Shavings shown below!)

Pile of Wax Shavings from “Sushi Wax Cake”

In addition to the wax heap, I was fascinated by the individual curls of wax that the scraper produced.

Wax Curls!

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“Grief Gator” Cloth Creature

“Grief Gator,Catherine Raine, 2010

“Grief Gator,” Catherine Raine, 2010

I sewed Grief Gator in the basement cafeteria at the Art Gallery of Ontario. My friend Ellen was with me, and she made an amazing fish-like creature.

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“Cosmic Sunrise Tadpole”

“Cosmic Sunrise Tadpole,” by Catherine Raine, 2010

I had a lot of fun pouring the wax and paint mixture and then dabbing on lots of blobs.